Ada hikmahnya

Seriously , benda yg paling aku tak percaya sampai sekarang adalah aku dapat 3A2B dalam UPSR . Nanti jalan-2 je , org mesti tanye , "Ekin dpt bpe A tahun lepas?" , then terpaksa jawab  "3A je  Kenape ?" dan yg wajib org jawab adaah " 3A ?! Bukan percubaan dpt 5A ke ?!" atau tak pun dorg akan cakap " Kau tak payah tipu aku , ekin !"

Fuhhh , please jgn tanye arh T..T Air mata aku rase macam nk mengalir je tau ? Hmm , takpelah .. kan ?
                  Kata cikgu , setiap apa yg Allah tentukan itu adalah yg terbaik utk kite dan pasti ada hikmah disebailknye
                 keyy , first-2 time keluar result dalam dewan tu memang aku dah buat 'free show' ! Iaitu drama air mata
               Fuhh , dlm mase sbulan tu kerja aku  makan , tidur , bace novel :) Disebabkan itu , badan aku naik 5kg dlm mase xsampai sebuan ~ Hee ! bayangkan berat 37kg mse buan 10/11 then naik 5kg jd 43kg   Opss lupe , mase tengah-2 bulan tu berat ekin 47kg  Haha , percaya tak ? Sampaikan naik je sekolah , kawan-2 aku mesti cakap "makin bulat Ekin skrg!" , "EkinGemuk/gendut" , "Ekin makin tembam" and blalala..
               Tapi ada hikmah disebalik tangisan dan kedukaan yg aku alami .  Kalau misalannye aku dpt 5A dm upsr . Belum tentu lg aku same kelas dengan kawan-2 karib aku sbb diorg semua dpt 3A  Then , kalau aku dapat 5A mesti aku sekarang sombongkn ? Dan aku amat bersyukur kerana Allah menyedarkan aku sekarang
              Tapi sejujurnya , aku rasa segan sikitah tahun ni :) Yelahh , biase mcm taiko kat sekolah ! Cehwahh , kayy maen-2 je  Tahun ni aku rasa seperti budak tadika yg bru msok sekolah  Then , aku rse xselesa jd org gemuk  Kalau boleh semua pakaian nak ketat dan sendat !! Even , tak semua tp yg taklehba  Mama dengan makcik cakap "Cantik ! Seksi mcm Jayloo"
       Aku bukan lagi jenis yg penyabar dan aku taktahu kenapa sekarang mulut aku makin 'pedas' sikit tahun ni . Even , aku jarang marah -,- Then , aku cepat touching sejak insiden UPSR tu , aku taktau np tp hati aku ni sekarang cpat tersentuh . Kata mama dulu "Kau ni , dunia kiamat pun kau buat bodoh . Macam taktahu nak ambil kisah pasal org sekeliling,"  Dannnn sekarang , aku semakin kepoh  Wahh , gitu !
           Sejujurnye sekarang aku tidak berasa sedih lg kerana tak dpt straight' A's just kecewa sikit bile ad org sindir . Tp ape-2 un aku ttp bersyukur sbb xdapat C !
           Betu kata cikgu tu :) Sy syg cikgu !


        PANDAI, BUKAN SELAMANYA ,
        KECUNDANG , PASTIKAN IA HANYA SEKETIKA ,
        ANDAI BERUSAHA , PASTI BERJAYA ,
         JIKA DIA MENGIZINKANNYA ..
     

avril lavigne

"Wish You Were Here"

[Verse 1:]
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you
It's not like that at all
There's a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walked through it

[Pre-Chorus:]
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Verse 2:]
I love
The way you are
It's who I am
Don't have to try hard
We always say
Say it like it is
And the truth
Is that I really mi-I-iss

[Pre-Chorus:]
All those crazy things you said (things you said)
You left them running through my head (through my head)
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did (things we did)
Didn't think about it, just went with it (went with it)
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were here)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn (Damn)
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here (Here)
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Suka lagu ni !